"I need someone to snuggle and a future to plan and friends to go out with. I need to be doing art and practising yoga and reading gorgeous books about gorgeous people. I need to be blogging and taking photographs of things that make me smile. I need to be creating and making and doing.
I need to be learning about the world and meeting new souls and travelling to places that I've never been to before. I need to be happy as much as I possibly can be and I need to surround myself with positivity and light and beauty.
I need to learn to be more passionate and less jealous and I need to grow and become better. I need to stop worrying and stress out less and go out more.
I need new people and new places and new journeys. More adventures, less sitting still and more excitement.
I need to be cooking and baking and writing. Smiling and walking and picnic-ing.
I need to be living properly,
I to not be here. Not doing this. This is not what I need."
(I don't think that I like the way that I write very much because everything sounds very dramatic. Casualness is cool, just pretty hard to do.)
Today I went back to 6th form. I'm sure that you've gathered that it's not exactly the happiest I've ever been. It's not the happiest place I've ever been to either, let's be honest. Basically, I hope that everything gets better very soon. Whether that means changing what I'm doing, I'm not sure yet. I suppose we'll see.
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