Things I would like everybody who knows me to know about me;
I am a happy person. I have the very strong ability to be happy. When I am feeling happy, I am feeling most like myself. When I am feeling happy, I am feeling most content. Perhaps this is stating the obvious.
The thought of others perceiving me as selfish or stand-offish, or self-centred or melodramatic makes me feel a little bit sick.
I have days of sadness and concern and the weighted feeling of not wanting to leave the house. But I am fully capable of doing things and completing things that I have planned to do and just because I am having a day in which I can't do anything, does not mean that I will not travel the world and meet new people and achieve things by myself and be happy and confident. The sad part of me does not define me.
I have always said that if I could have any super human power, it would be to have the ability to project my thoughts and emotions and views onto somebody else for a brief period of time. I find it hard to express how I feel and I'm almost certain that other people very rarely comprehend where I'm coming from.
I am never trying to be mean or rude. They are two qualities that I really dislike and I strive to never contain them within me. I am so sorry if anybody has ever/ if anybody currently views me as somebody that is selfish and rude. I hope that you know that I feel just as pissed off with that as you do.
THINGS THAT I'VE LEARNED (the important part.)
It is ok to make mistakes and not everybody is going to understand you. You cannot please everybody all the time and it is very important to look after yourself. Feeling as though you are putting yourself first in some situations is 100% ok, so long as you are mindful of other people's feelings and situations. Help people out, but remember that you are also a person.
Give yourself some love and learn to ride with your feelings.
Have a gorgeous weekend.
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